Mesmerised

An idol is someone we look up to and hope to be. One of the person that I am truly inspired of is Ustaz Hasrizal. And his recent posts made me respect him even more.

I met him once at my faculty he was giving us a talk on the Arab revolution together with our amazing Public International Law lecturer, Dr Salawati. And from that moment itself I was in awe! Not just because the duos was enlightening but because of something Ustaz said.

It was something he said right after Dr Salawati finishes, "today I found another idol, Dr Salawati!".

And I was like "really? I am one of her fanatics too" (yeah, Yaya's boyfirend, said we are not just inspired by Dr Salawati but we are fanatics! I think it's due to the fact that we quoted Dr Salawati in almost everything we talk those days *lol*)

Back on track again, I was startled at hearing him saying he adored someone else. He is in my view a great persona and it is very rare to see a knowledgeable person saying he is inspired by others- out loud just by hearing what she said once. Or maybe it is obvious that my lecturer is experienced and knows a lot? Anyhow, reading Kembara Mencari Makna, Adakah Khidir Untuk Menerangkannya?, Apakah Ada Lagi Ketakutan Yang Menanti?, Akhirnya Aku ‘Abdullah’& Hukuman Gantung Dalam Memori Tahanan, I am now looking up on Ustaz even more because after all he had been through, he still finds other people, brilliant, he still finds other people inspiring. The short statement he made after Dr Salawati finishes really is something to me especially after reading his recent posts. *Man, I'm just repeating myself again and again*

Now, if a person so great *in my view* can still be amazed on seeing others, who am I to think I am better than the others? *ehem at a very very very rare occasion and remote possibility ;p* I should really look back not just for what I had done but for what I had think!

P/s: I am still in the midst of the finals! Sorry for no recipes updated *as if ya'll are screaming for it T_T *